ACT ONE
INT. BEDROOM – AFTERNOON
FADE IN.
A very cozy GABRIELLE, 22, sits on her bed wrapped up in her quilt. She has just finished reading another chapter in one of the many books she is making her way through this fall. The room is lit by the her window with curtains and blinds drawn, and by her beloved, slightly worn and torn paper lantern lamp. Outside it is a perfectly gloomy day with grey skies and the feeling of a winter front on its way. GABRIELLE sits reflecting what she has read and some new things she has learned recently. She begins to type her thoughts down for those who follow her on blogger.
GABRIELLE (V.O.)
I need more eggnog. (she sighs and collects herself) Last night I was sitting in Chipotle with my mother and decided to discuss something that I had been thinking about earlier that day. Every time I go to search for a job anxiety floods my system. My blood pressure raises, I know this because suddenly the whole room is ten degrees warmer than it just was. You might come to the conclusion that I am having anxiety because I am worried about my future and looking for a job brings about the worry of the unknown and the "what-ifs". I will have you know that this is just simply not the case. If it were the case then I would not only be having these anxious moments when I get online to search for job listings...I would be feeling like this constantly, it would always be on my mind.
She gets up to open her window, sits back on her bed indian style and breathes in the cool breeze that is rustling the leaves in the street below.
GABRIELLE (CONT'D)
After taking some time to think about it I have come to the conclusion that not having structure to the job searching process is pretty much boiling my anxiety level. My profession requires a lot of creativity and I guess you could call it improvisation when it comes to searching for a job. If only they had a site called: www.igotmyfilmdegreefindmeajobinnonprofitsocialinjusticeadvocacy.com. & now I'm reminded of the state farm commercials "Insurance find me money!" Ha-Ha, Love those. So yes. I have come to the conclusion that my anxiety of starting the search new by day doesn't have a lot of structure to it. I am having to get creative with where I look and who I email. I'm really not worried about finding a job. There is one out there. It's for me and I am for it. I have come to realize over the past couple months that this time of me being home "searching for a job" couldn't be written about in a book entitled: I Moved Home & Searched For A Job. If anything, it could be called all of these:
I Moved Home &...
Rested
Traveled To My Second Home: Denton, Texas
Threw A Bridal Shower For My Best Friend
Spent Quality Time Re-Watching LOST With My Dad
Became Friends With My Little Sister
Started Running Again & Stopped Again & Started Again
Found A Church To Worship and Grow With
Went To California For A Weekend
Went to NYC For A Weekend
Started Reading For Pleasure
Stood As A Bridesmaid In Two Best Friends Weddings
Wrote Letters To Loved Ones Afar
Traveled To My Third Home: St. Augustine, Florida
Became An Overcomer
Started A Blog About This New Season
Started To Learn More About Myself
Continued To Grow
Started To Learn More About God
I Moved Home & All These Things
Maybe it would be entitled "I Moved Home &" and all of the above would be my chapters. Kind of an interesting idea. This is totally out of screenplay formatting now but I'm rollin' with it. Breakin' the rules! I'm a rebel.
She picks up her book to remind herself of what she wanted to write about next.
GABRIELLE (CONT'D)
Oh! Yes. Act II.
FADE OUT.
END OF ACT ONE
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